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Monday, February 21st, 2005
10:08 pm	Had another breakdown today, stressing over my presentation cause I don't have my disk drive, feeling like i'm back in high school again, irratated by certain things, and now Rob can't live off campus, and I can't live on campus or at home, and I have no freaking clue what i'm gonna do... (Comment on this)
5:00 pm	Borrowed from Stef WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: I committed suicide: I said I liked you:  I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: Personality: Eyes: Face: Hair: Clothes: Mannerisms: [1] Who are you? [2] Are we friends? [3] When and how did we meet?  [4] How have I affected you? [5] What do you think of me? [6] What's the fondest memory you have of me? [7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?  [8] Do you love me? 9] Have I ever hurt you? [10] Would you hug me? [11] Would you kiss me? [12] Would you fuck me? [13] Are we close? 14] Emotionally, what stands out? [15] Do you wish I was cooler?  [16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I? [17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.  [18] Am I loveable? [ 19] How long have you known me? [20] Describe me in one word. [21] What was your first impression?  [22] Do you still think that way about me now?  [23] What do you think my weakness is?  [24] Do you think I'll get married? [25] What about me makes you happy?  [26] What about me makes you sad? [27] What reminds you of me? [28] What's something you would change about me?  [29] How well do you know me? [30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? [31] Do you think I would kill someone?  [32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? (8 Comments |Comment on this)
11:57 am	I'm bored, so i'm doing these quizzes You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you. </td> Goofy 75% The Beast 75% Peter Pan 56% Sleeping Beauty 56% Ariel 50% Cinderella 50% Donald Duck 38% Cruella De Ville 38% Pinocchio 31% Snow White 31% Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
11:54 am	You scored as I'll Cover You. Your I'll Cover you... Your the sweet romantic type. You love to love someone and be loved in return and don't mind covering someone with 1000 sweet kisses! I'll Cover You 100% Another Day 70% Out Tonight 70% One Song, Glory 70% Contact 35% La Vie Boheme 20% Which Rent Song Are You? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
11:31 am	You scored as Wicked. You are born with emerald-green skin, smart, fiery and misunderstood. OR beautiful, ambitious and very popular. Looks aren't everything, ya know - learn to show the real you! </td> Wicked 71% Hairspray 63% Avenue Q 54% Les Miserables 42% Cats 38% Grease 33% What MUSICAL are you??? created with QuizFarm.com (Comment on this)
11:23 am	I'm missing Longwood right now, don't know why, hence the new icon. (Comment on this)
1:42 am	Just let me fucking sleep. (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 20th, 2005
10:03 pm	Go Burn in Hell Uno's ok, so i've been pretty considerate with having a certain person ALWAYS in our room, even though I would like them not to be there all the time, but don't fucking insult what me and my family have liked all our lives.  If you're gonna insult my family and what we like, get the hell out. We got a new manager at Uno's.  I met him today, and I fucking hate him.  I'm gonna file a report against him cause he harrassed me today.  I won't go into details but I was so ready to quit.  He's such a dick and the comments he makes, makes him look like an even bigger dick, even though he's only 4'5". After my breakdown last week, I had to go home and rest.  I thought I got my energy back, but after today, it's all gone again.  I'm gonna be under an enormous amount of stress this week, and I just want this week to be over.  Usually I can't wait to get back to campus, but I had to force myself to come back tonight, and I just don't want to be here right now.  I don't have my comfort zone when I'm stressed out here. Current Mood: cranky Current Music: Two people bickering again (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 18th, 2005
9:39 pm	I went home today to spend the evening in my own bed.  I'm feeling really run down, no energy, and i'm starting to get sick, so I just had to escape from school.  I'll be back tomorrow night, so Sarah, i'll definitly give you a call. I wanted to go up to NY to see Brian, especially the show he's in, but his show ends the 20th of March, and I won't be able to go till the 25th.  I really wanted to see him as Lumiere, since that's my favorite character in Beauty and the Beast.  Oh well.  I might just go up the 25th anyways. That's the bad thing about ACTF.  You meet all these amazing people, but they are all miles and miles away. Happy Birthday to Rob, who turns 19, i mean 18 again. Current Mood: sick and tired Current Music: Mr. Holland's Opus with Mom (Comment on this)
9:58 am	Come see :                             The Vagina Monologues                                        Directed by the lovely Alejandra                                                Feb. 22, 23, and 25th                                             Davidson - Torp Theatre                                          Recommended donation is $5 Nothing new to report except that I have a cold, and my computer is still being quite unfriendly. Current Mood: sleepy (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
2:02 pm	My week was going pretty well until today.  After VM rehearsal, I went over Stef and Lindsay's  for a singles only Valentine's Day party.  I had fun, just to be able to get together with people and what not.  I talked a little bit with Eric (Erik?).  I don't really know him, cause I wasn't here when he was at school, but we shared some interesting stories.  I wish I saw Aprillee more, she such an amazing gal.  Stef and Lindsay, we so need to hang out more, you guys are so awesome. I woke up this morning fine, no problems really.  As soon as I walked out of my room, I had a nervous breakdown from everything.  I haven't had one since high school, which was 3 yrs ago.  I hated it so much, not being able to control myself.  It's the worst feeling in the world.   It's a sign that I need to slow down a bit or at least pace myself. Why am I always the one who is fucking inconvenienced? Current Mood: rushed Current Music: As The World Turns (Comment on this)
Monday, February 14th, 2005
12:30 am	Happy Valentine's Day OK, so it's officially Valentine's Day.  Won't say anything about that accept it's not too fun being single on this holiday.  Luckily I have things to do today that will keep me distracted.  I was supposed to have lunch with Marc saturday, but he got sick, poor baby.  So I'm having lunch with him today after voice.  Things have been so hectic, my God, I feel like my head's gonna fall off any minute.  I haven't done any homework, oops.  It'll get done, just not with a lot of effort put into it.. I'm gonna attempt to get more than 5 hours of sleep now. Will you be my Valentine? Current Mood: mischievous Current Music: If you're not the one - Daniel Bedingfield (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 9th, 2005
8:54 pm	lalalalala... Man, is my brain fried.  I should be reading Virginia Woolf right now, but i'm not.  As much as everything i've taken on has caused my head to spin in all different directions, I love what I'm doing.  It's what I want to do.  I love doing all the stuff for the musical and for Schlockdogs.  I love it, I love it, I love it. The only downside to that is that I have been procrastinating on all my work for my classes.  OOPS. I'm in vagina monologues.  I think I only got a monologue cause Alex and Jen needed more women, but i'm still excited.  Jen is awesome, we have a lot in common.  All the women in it are great, I don't forsee any problems or cat fights.  Iwent to 4H camp like 8 years ago and shared a cabin with this girl Chelsea.  Haven't seen her since until...vagina monologues.  Holy crap, it was awesome seeing her again, and the sad thing is, is that we still remember EVERYTHING from that week. Ok, i'm gonna stop procrastinating and go read.  Feel better Sarah!!! Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: American Idol (Comment on this)
Sunday, February 6th, 2005
8:08 pm	SuperBowl It's Super Bowl Sunday, and I'm watching the game, but it's not as exciting as it usually is for me.  Didn't host at all today at Uno's.  I got to re-organize dry stock and the alcohol locker.  I loved doing that, I hope people mess it up so I can do it again next week.  I just don't have the patience for dealing with impatient people if that makes sense. I've been getting a lot of in-direct feedback from people about who I am as a person, and it's not good.  I want to change, but I don't know how, but I've also been told that I try to hard, so i'm trying not to try so hard, but that's not working either, and I don't like keeping my distance from people.  I'm back to having my life as one big ball of confusion except for knowing that I want to produce.  I can't find my way, i'm lost.  Oh yeah, some of my suspisions turned out to be true, and it's not a good thing.  I'm always trying to stay optomistic and cheerful, but right now, I'm finding it very hard.  Especially when there are people who get everything their way and get them so easily, while others have to work so hard for it, and end up with nothing. I know i'm complaining a lot right now, but if I don't do it here, i'll take it out on those I care about and I don't want to do that. Current Mood: rejected Current Music: Half time show (Comment on this)
Saturday, February 5th, 2005
7:47 pm	Working at the Student Center Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla Working on a saturday night and it's dead.  Luckily Corey is here to entertain me.  Current Mood: content Current Music: Whatever crap is on the radio station (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 3rd, 2005
8:39 pm	Wrote an article for the Recorder about ACTF, so i'm not gonna go into that much detail. Just basically that I met some amazing people from all these different schools, especially one in particular who i've been talking to a lot. I miss them all a lot, and I can't wait till next year. Oh, and the late night partying was lots of fun as well. I love my job at the info desk. I became manager for the Schlockdogs, taking over production of the musical, working on vagina monologues, helping with costumes for party, working two jobs, plus attending all my classes, homework, food and sleep. Maybe it was a good thing I didn't get cast in the musical, i think i would drop down dead. yeah, this entry isnt too exciting, but i havent updated in a few days. By the way, I miss my Colin A LOT!!!!!! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: the OC (Comment on this)
Monday, January 31st, 2005
9:34 pm	ACTF ACTF was awesome, met some amazing people, will go into detail about it later. Auditioned for vagina monologues, i'm pretty excited about it, i might get to be on stage this semester and have it be for a good cause too. Till next time - Salut. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 25th, 2005
1:40 pm	ACTF for the week, what what!!!!   Current Mood: excited (Comment on this)
Monday, January 24th, 2005
11:23 pm	I'm gonna be saying kick ass a lot, so don't mind me. Had classes today.  Voice is great, of course it would be with Thom.  Playwriting is gonna be awesome with Sac, Stef, Beth, Yanira, Holly, Alejandra, Adam, Jes,  Chris, and that kid Paul who did open mike nite.  There are some amazing writers in there, and i'm very intimidated, cause I know my work isn't even up to their level. Had a kick ass dinner tonight with Keith, Karen, Kim, Kristin, and Scott.  Took a while to make the dinner, but it was a kick ass dinner.  Keith and I made a kick ass team playing pool against Karen and Scott.  Yup, I actually can play pool contrary to popular belief.  The best way to sum up dinner is by the "hissing pickle".  Normally pickles don't make noise, but Karen's did, so that was only a tiny bit of the craziness that went on.  It doesn't make any sense, I know, but it was just one of those priceless moments. Getting ready for ACTF - hopefully the best week of my life.  See you all in Rhode Island. Current Mood: amused Current Music: Some kung-fu movie on tv (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Saturday, January 22nd, 2005
6:39 pm	So training was long but pretty fun friday. Thom came to do some games, pointed me out and told everyone I really know how to lower people's status because him and I kind of did a little duel just using eye contact. I was like "I'm sorry, I don't mean to." Hide and go seek was awesome, got to know a few people a little better after being stuck in the elevator with them. From people involved with the theatre dept. alone, there's me, Stef, Sitara, Mark, Joncy, John, Peter, Rochelle, Raquel, and Evan who all work at the student center. I think i'm missing someone else though. I might not move into the dorm till after my meeting with Josh monday afternoon because of the storm. Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: My dad yapping away and driving me nuts (Comment on this)