Because my life is just so damn interesting.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-21T22:08:00

2005-02-22T03:10:19Z

Had another breakdown today, stressing over my presentation cause I don't have my disk drive, feeling like i'm back in high school again, irratated by certain things, and now Rob can't live off campus, and I can't live on campus or at home, and I have no freaking clue what i'm gonna do...

Borrowed from Stef

2005-02-21T22:02:35Z

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF:
I committed suicide:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I lived next door to you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable? [
19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

I'm bored, so i'm doing these quizzes

2005-02-21T16:57:51Z

You scored as The Beast. Your alter ego is The Beast! But that is only a name... you are kind hearted and sweet, people just misunderstand you.

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Goofy

75%

The Beast

75%

Peter Pan

56%

Sleeping Beauty

56%

Ariel

50%

Cinderella

50%

Donald Duck

38%

Cruella De Ville

38%

Pinocchio

31%

Snow White

31%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-21T11:54:00

2005-02-21T16:54:15Z

You scored as I'll Cover You. Your I'll Cover you... Your the sweet romantic type. You love to love someone and be loved in return and don't mind covering someone with 1000 sweet kisses!

I'll Cover You

100%

Another Day

70%

Out Tonight

70%

One Song, Glory

70%

Contact

35%

La Vie Boheme

20%

Which Rent Song Are You?
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chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-21T11:31:00

2005-02-21T16:31:11Z

You scored as Wicked. You are born with emerald-green skin, smart, fiery and misunderstood. OR beautiful, ambitious and very popular. Looks aren't everything, ya know - learn to show the real you!

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Wicked

71%

Hairspray

63%

Avenue Q

54%

Les Miserables

42%

Cats

38%

Grease

33%

What MUSICAL are you???
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chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-21T11:23:00

2005-02-21T16:24:37Z

I'm missing Longwood right now, don't know why, hence the new icon.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-21T01:42:00

2005-02-21T06:43:01Z

Just let me fucking sleep.

Go Burn in Hell Uno's

2005-02-21T03:11:46Z

ok, so i've been pretty considerate with having a certain person ALWAYS in our room, even though I would like them not to be there all the time, but don't fucking insult what me and my family have liked all our lives. If you're gonna insult my family and what we like, get the hell out.

We got a new manager at Uno's. I met him today, and I fucking hate him. I'm gonna file a report against him cause he harrassed me today. I won't go into details but I was so ready to quit. He's such a dick and the comments he makes, makes him look like an even bigger dick, even though he's only 4'5".

After my breakdown last week, I had to go home and rest. I thought I got my energy back, but after today, it's all gone again. I'm gonna be under an enormous amount of stress this week, and I just want this week to be over. Usually I can't wait to get back to campus, but I had to force myself to come back tonight, and I just don't want to be here right now. I don't have my comfort zone when I'm stressed out here.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-18T21:39:00

2005-02-19T03:02:28Z

I went home today to spend the evening in my own bed. I'm feeling really run down, no energy, and i'm starting to get sick, so I just had to escape from school. I'll be back tomorrow night, so Sarah, i'll definitly give you a call.

I wanted to go up to NY to see Brian, especially the show he's in, but his show ends the 20th of March, and I won't be able to go till the 25th. I really wanted to see him as Lumiere, since that's my favorite character in Beauty and the Beast. Oh well. I might just go up the 25th anyways.

That's the bad thing about ACTF. You meet all these amazing people, but they are all miles and miles away.

Happy Birthday to Rob, who turns 19, i mean 18 again.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-18T09:58:00

2005-02-18T15:09:58Z

Come see :                             The Vagina Monologues
                                       Directed by the lovely Alejandra
                                               Feb. 22, 23, and 25th
                                            Davidson - Torp Theatre
                                         Recommended donation is $5

Nothing new to report except that I have a cold, and my computer is still being quite unfriendly.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-15T14:02:00

2005-02-15T19:17:32Z

My week was going pretty well until today. After VM rehearsal, I went over Stef and Lindsay's for a singles only Valentine's Day party. I had fun, just to be able to get together with people and what not. I talked a little bit with Eric (Erik?). I don't really know him, cause I wasn't here when he was at school, but we shared some interesting stories. I wish I saw Aprillee more, she such an amazing gal. Stef and Lindsay, we so need to hang out more, you guys are so awesome.

I woke up this morning fine, no problems really. As soon as I walked out of my room, I had a nervous breakdown from everything. I haven't had one since high school, which was 3 yrs ago. I hated it so much, not being able to control myself. It's the worst feeling in the world. It's a sign that I need to slow down a bit or at least pace myself.

Why am I always the one who is fucking inconvenienced?

Happy Valentine's Day

2005-02-14T05:38:31Z

OK, so it's officially Valentine's Day. Won't say anything about that accept it's not too fun being single on this holiday. Luckily I have things to do today that will keep me distracted.

I was supposed to have lunch with Marc saturday, but he got sick, poor baby. So I'm having lunch with him today after voice.

Things have been so hectic, my God, I feel like my head's gonna fall off any minute. I haven't done any homework, oops. It'll get done, just not with a lot of effort put into it..

I'm gonna attempt to get more than 5 hours of sleep now.

Will you be my Valentine?

lalalalala...

2005-02-10T02:06:23Z

Man, is my brain fried. I should be reading Virginia Woolf right now, but i'm not. As much as everything i've taken on has caused my head to spin in all different directions, I love what I'm doing. It's what I want to do. I love doing all the stuff for the musical and for Schlockdogs. I love it, I love it, I love it.

The only downside to that is that I have been procrastinating on all my work for my classes. OOPS.

I'm in vagina monologues. I think I only got a monologue cause Alex and Jen needed more women, but i'm still excited. Jen is awesome, we have a lot in common. All the women in it are great, I don't forsee any problems or cat fights. Iwent to 4H camp like 8 years ago and shared a cabin with this girl Chelsea. Haven't seen her since until...vagina monologues. Holy crap, it was awesome seeing her again, and the sad thing is, is that we still remember EVERYTHING from that week.

Ok, i'm gonna stop procrastinating and go read. Feel better Sarah!!!

SuperBowl

2005-02-07T01:23:23Z

It's Super Bowl Sunday, and I'm watching the game, but it's not as exciting as it usually is for me.

Didn't host at all today at Uno's. I got to re-organize dry stock and the alcohol locker. I loved doing that, I hope people mess it up so I can do it again next week. I just don't have the patience for dealing with impatient people if that makes sense.

I've been getting a lot of in-direct feedback from people about who I am as a person, and it's not good. I want to change, but I don't know how, but I've also been told that I try to hard, so i'm trying not to try so hard, but that's not working either, and I don't like keeping my distance from people. I'm back to having my life as one big ball of confusion except for knowing that I want to produce. I can't find my way, i'm lost.

Oh yeah, some of my suspisions turned out to be true, and it's not a good thing.

I'm always trying to stay optomistic and cheerful, but right now, I'm finding it very hard. Especially when there are people who get everything their way and get them so easily, while others have to work so hard for it, and end up with nothing.

I know i'm complaining a lot right now, but if I don't do it here, i'll take it out on those I care about and I don't want to do that.

Working at the Student Center

2005-02-06T00:49:16Z

Aphrodite/Eros

?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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Working on a saturday night and it's dead. Luckily Corey is here to entertain me.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-02-03T20:39:00

2005-02-04T01:45:36Z

Wrote an article for the Recorder about ACTF, so i'm not gonna go into that much detail. Just basically that I met some amazing people from all these different schools, especially one in particular who i've been talking to a lot. I miss them all a lot, and I can't wait till next year. Oh, and the late night partying was lots of fun as well. I love my job at the info desk. I became manager for the Schlockdogs, taking over production of the musical, working on vagina monologues, helping with costumes for party, working two jobs, plus attending all my classes, homework, food and sleep. Maybe it was a good thing I didn't get cast in the musical, i think i would drop down dead. yeah, this entry isnt too exciting, but i havent updated in a few days. By the way, I miss my Colin A LOT!!!!!!

ACTF

2005-02-01T02:34:42Z

ACTF was awesome, met some amazing people, will go into detail about it later. Auditioned for vagina monologues, i'm pretty excited about it, i might get to be on stage this semester and have it be for a good cause too. Till next time - Salut.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-25T13:40:00

2005-01-25T18:40:49Z

ACTF for the week, what what!!!!

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-24T23:23:00

2005-01-25T04:31:55Z

I'm gonna be saying kick ass a lot, so don't mind me.

Had classes today. Voice is great, of course it would be with Thom. Playwriting is gonna be awesome with Sac, Stef, Beth, Yanira, Holly, Alejandra, Adam, Jes, Chris, and that kid Paul who did open mike nite. There are some amazing writers in there, and i'm very intimidated, cause I know my work isn't even up to their level.

Had a kick ass dinner tonight with Keith, Karen, Kim, Kristin, and Scott. Took a while to make the dinner, but it was a kick ass dinner. Keith and I made a kick ass team playing pool against Karen and Scott. Yup, I actually can play pool contrary to popular belief. The best way to sum up dinner is by the "hissing pickle". Normally pickles don't make noise, but Karen's did, so that was only a tiny bit of the craziness that went on. It doesn't make any sense, I know, but it was just one of those priceless moments.

Getting ready for ACTF - hopefully the best week of my life. See you all in Rhode Island.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-22T18:39:00

2005-01-23T00:00:49Z

So training was long but pretty fun friday. Thom came to do some games, pointed me out and told everyone I really know how to lower people's status because him and I kind of did a little duel just using eye contact. I was like "I'm sorry, I don't mean to." Hide and go seek was awesome, got to know a few people a little better after being stuck in the elevator with them. From people involved with the theatre dept. alone, there's me, Stef, Sitara, Mark, Joncy, John, Peter, Rochelle, Raquel, and Evan who all work at the student center. I think i'm missing someone else though. I might not move into the dorm till after my meeting with Josh monday afternoon because of the storm.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-20T23:28:00

2005-01-21T04:46:48Z

So I feel like i'm back in middle school when a boy you like says they like you back. I'm in such a good mood right now. Work was amazing tonight, I found out that guy's name. His name is Brian, and all those people who he comes in with is his father and brothers and uncle. Yay, he's a family guy. So after I introduced myself when he came in, I asked the bartender Dee about him. Later on in the evening, she tells him the host was asking about him. He was taken aback I guess from what Dee had told me, but he said I was cute and that he would take me out, if he knew how old I was. Frick. He's 29, and I'm turning 21, so I don't know how he feels about it, but he did one of the servers who was 21. Umm, I didn't know a person could go to the bathroom 5 times in one hour. Dee asked him where he kept running off to, and he was like "just checking some things off". Yeah, I was sitting at the booth next to the bathroom each time. OK, i'm done now. Nothing's probably gonna happen, but it was just a nice night. Gonna go to bed, cause I have to get up early to go to training with Stef.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-19T10:14:00

2005-01-19T15:25:16Z

So guess who is gonna be moving in all by herself sunday because her mother refuses to help her move in the snow.... yup, me. Not really looking forward to sunday anymore.

i miss grandpa...

2005-01-19T04:44:59Z

Sorry Rob for the long entry, i promise i'll use a cut when i'm back at school and using a proper computer.

A lot has happened over the few days, but nothing like the phone call i got tonight. As soon as i signed off the internet (which uses our 1 phone line) we got a call from my grandfather's hospital. my dad had a look of terror on his face when he saw the caller id. he answered the phone, and it was my grandfather, talking. He basically lost all of his speech, and has gone blind along with his other medical problems, but it was... i don't know... it was great to be able to talk to him for a few minutes, even though all he talked about was how he wants to go home, meaning heaven. it's probably the calm before the storm, and he knows he's going soon and wanted to talk to us one last time. forgive me if i'm in a weird state of mind when school starts up, my mind's gonna be on him.

i can't express things through words, so i did a lot of choreographing tonight after that phone call.

all i can do now is just pray for all those who don't have a warm bed to sleep in during these cold nights.

chellebelle02 @ 2005-01-18T14:10:00

2005-01-18T19:30:50Z

Sorry, but when it comes to putting quizzes in my entries, it comes out all screwed up, so I don't have a link for everything, but this is an old thing that I put back in here cause I thought it was so true.

You Know You're From Connecticut When...

You have hiked up a big hill or small mountain at least once for a keg party.

You never went to a bar in high school.

You thought that the only highways were 91 and 84.

You thought everyone couldn't buy beer after 8 pm

You actually thought that Hartford was big

You or someone you know has attended UCONN

You drive a JETTA

You still think that the Whalers are cool.

You have been to Misquamicut and to that little hot dog place.

There is a farm within miles of your house

You thought bars were really for people over 21

Your high school thanksgiving football game was the highlight of your school year.

You don't have an accent when you talk

You have known at least 2 preppy rich kids from Fairfield who listen to Phish.

You love Hilton Kaderli and your mom cried when he retired.

UConn basketball rules and no one can tell you different

You have deer in your backyard.

You didn't drink or do drugs until 10th grade.

You still don't understand why people say that Connecticut is the richest state.....

Your best friend went to Central, Western, Eastern and finally Manchester Community College.

Your mom works at Travelers and your dad works at Pratt and Whitney.

You have been drunk at the Meadows and don't remember the concert.

You go to Riverside at least once a summer

Your parents actually care about the Governor, the Patriots coming to Hartford, the lights at Christmas in Hartford & Channel 3 news.

You have a UCONN flag outside of your house year round

You think New Jersey was a toxic waste dump

You hang out at Denny's

You've partied at bonfires

You have at least one friend with a pickup

You think everyone works tobacco in the summer

You think Old Lyme is a shore town

You've been to Cape Cod

You think the Connecticut River is endless

The town diner is the only place open after midnight.

You have at least 4 friends who drive Jeep Grand Cherokees

You root for all the New York sports teams

If anybody asks, you're from just outside of New York.

You've never looked at a public bus schedule

You have both girlfriends and guyfriends with the same name as you.

You go to the diner late night to post party.

You think New Haven is the worst ghetto you've ever seen

You can proudly tell an outsider about Nutmeg.

You weekend either on the Cape or Rhode Island at a summer home

You have said... " I'm in a good location... Between both Boston and New York."

You can carry on a conversation about Mike Liut, Torrie Robertson, and the Brass Bonanza.

You have to explain Cow Tipping to people from out of state.

When you go to a real city, you sincerely feel bad for every poor / homeless person you see.

You get pissed at anyone who doesn't know how to drive in the snow.

You can name all the members of the UCONN men's and women's basketball teams.

You still can't find your way in Hartford (except for that bar area near Union Station.)

You hold the door open for someone and they don't say "Thank You."

You own a golden or a lab (used to...)

You own real Oakley's

You only know Westbrook and Clinton because they have good outlets

You don't think you're a yuppie, but the rest of the country does

You only ski in Vermont or out West

Your mother is the head of the PTA

There is absolutely nothing to do in the winter

You live twenty minutes form either an Abercrombie & Fitch, J. Crew, or GAP.

You sail, or know someone who does.

You don't understand why everyone else has not been to Europe.

You can't get through the week with out a Coffee Coolata

Your family owns more cars than legal drivers

School attire is a North Face fleece jacket, a North Face Fleece or L.L. Bean back pack, a plaid shirt, khakis, and Doc Martins.

Summer footwear is either Reefs or Birks

You carry your keys on a carabineer, but you don't know how to rock climb.

You feel for the homeless, but are not willing to give up the golf course land to develop a homeless shelter.

As a child you took horseback riding, golfing, tennis and swimming lessons.

You grew up wanting to be a lifeguard

You own every DMB CD

The state is so small you know where all the speed traps are

You can't understand why people don't understand what your talking about when you refer to a "package" store

You went to prep school even though your public schools are awesome

People actually wear sweaters around their necks

You've never taken public transportation

You know of at least one person who's house was totally trashed after a huge party

Your mom drives a Volvo wagon

You have at least one friend whose house was built in the 1800's

You live in a huge colonial

You know at LEAST one person who has been pulled over and found to have weed in their car

The only overcrowding is of deer in your backyard

Your house would cost half as much in any other state

Your wardrobe contains at least three pairs of cords and five wool sweaters

Half of your friends are from another town because yours is so small

At least one of your friends has a sick house right on the water

You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from Connecticut.

Dedicated to my pirate...

2005-01-17T03:04:09Z

Though this entry isn't gonna be very philosophical or even perhaps interesting, this one goes out to Colin.

It started last night when I met up with Colin, Michelle, Chelsea, Stef and Chris at Wooster St. in the Chester of Man. I'm not a fan of brick oven pizza, but Wooster St. has some kick ass pizza. Went back to New Britain and hung out with the boys of A12 and everyone else. Colin made another brilliant masterpiece which I think we should re-create in Maloney . After countless of hours laughing and watching anime cartoons and Newsies, I finally crashed on the couch at like 6 am. Jeff and I woke up at the same time around 9 30 cause we had to be at work this morning. Let me tell you, working 11 hours on little sleep knocks you right off your feet, but it was so worth it to spend one more night with Colin.

Gonna go to bed so I can get up early and make more money. YAY!!!

Quick little shout-out to Stef, Chelsea, Michelle, Sean, Chris, Zac, Jill, Jojo, Jeff, Garrett, Seth, and Zippy who along with Colin made last night an awesome memory.